Jessica Leave of Absence

[Jessica Kanahoe]

Will in case some you want too know what going on. I was able to get on line to SL by useing my BF new laptop. And now he is home he had gotten vary mad at me told me that I was not mature to us a Computer at all. now some you know me will and some you ah yaw. but The problem is That he being a SOB sorry.
right now i have 200.00 saved up and need about 715.45 in oder for me come back too SL. bad part is I am going too miss you all. And if i dont drive my self in too the gutter but trying to scrap and save from my 49.00 pay check. I know some you did not want too Hear this i am true sorry. I wish things ware deffent for me I dont know how long it going to take me too come back. could be a maybe 6 mo. Or a yr. If my BF doe's not kill me.
He told me to take the SL software off his laptop and he did not hand the computer too me but he Though it at me in the air missing my legs. for the pass 3 day he was home He eather yelling at me or bring me down in words saying thing harrble thing. Yet my birthday on the 19 he never said happy birthday. I guss I am trying to get a job and better paying job and realy hard to come back. If any one would care to take a Message to my new mom there in SL I would so much thank you from bottem of my hart.

-Lt. JR Kanahoe-

Please take this message to : Apple LaFontaine
Hi mommy
Sorry I could not be online when you are there. I missed you a lot. I could not send you a message buy useing my email. Some thing bad had happen too me over the week. My BF had came home early and found out that I was useing his computer to go online play SL. He think that the internet is bad for me and said I was not "mature" too use the computer. He had Though the laptop at me telling me too take the SL software off the computer.
so that upsetme and made me feel veary sad. at the point i feelt like running a way and jumpung off a brige. but the only thing i could think of was The people that are round me how it would heart them and did not want too give in too my SOB BF.
My birthday comeing up it round the corn and I did not even get a happy birthday from him. but one my friends at my old job at Lou sobh dealership he going to take me out some whare.
but i trust him. he from Texas like me
So we have few thing incomen. And he make me LOL
I try keep wrighting too you.
My Email Address is [e-mail]
-LOVE Jessica- *Kiss and a big Hug*

[katrinabixby1]

We will miss you Jessica. Please take care of your self. Just a note, anyone who hurts you does not love you. You may want to consider removing them out of your life. SL is not a priority for you now. School to get a better career sounds like an option so that you will benefit in the long run and have your own computer and independence. We will be here just like when you had to leave b4. Smiles....

[Jessica Kanahoe]

Thanks amderal.
But my problem cant be eazy dismissed as just moveing way or trying.
yaw true better career is good but sad part is I have a job skill in computer repaire I have what called a "A+" and i worked hard for it.
I work for Del computers in the past pluse. Compaq, Gateway and the GE and work for all them for more then 2 yrs....
And I move from Huntsville Alabama too Altanta to get a better job. And only way form me to get a job here is too have some place to live.. The only falt is my self and i am left to fix it on my own.. see my real mom and dad had kicked me out and told me not too retrun. So i tryed live at some my friends house in huntsville. that did not work out I could not fine a job there. So BF told me why dont you try truck driveing. will I study hard and got my Lic transferard over to GA. So I was all most there to get my CDL schooling "Truck collage" and that need to get a job will they wanted 2700 to pay for collage. I dont have any creit and right now I am work at the GA. Adesa Auction for Chase Staffing
make about 45.00 a week that has to pay for my Gas and food and that it... That is where i am at..

Be side I am not going down like this... I fight this too the last nail. Oh I am not happy right now even what happen on my birthday. Wich was last saterday and it realy sucked...
So only thing my BF can count I will not give up.